hey you guys. i miss you loads and loads and loads and mrs ng and mrs gan too. i copied and pasted this from my blog, cause well. i really mean what i say in all these.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
i can't take it anymore. i've tried, i really have, but i can't let go of 2t enough to make myself a part of 3t. i miss 2t soo much. i didn't realise how much until mep period today. mrs chan didn't come, so sherri, tiffy and i sat in for mrs ng's lit class. and it felt like i came home. maddie, clare, grace and mich h were also in the calss, so it was like old times again. mrs ng making fun of sherri and all the silly jokes and stuff. i spent the whole period just watching the class, as though from the outside. well, our half of the calss i mean. 2t. and it just felt so right. like we were always meant to be together. i doubt i was even concentrating. the only thing my mind was telling me was "this is right. this is how it should be." hearing maddie laugh so maniacally made me miss her so much. and mich h's plain silliness. and of course, mrs ng. i've had almost a two and a half month mrs ng hiatus, and today, i felt that everything was right again.i never realised how much i took 2t for granted. i always assumed we would be together no matter what. the possibility of being in a seperate class from my best buddies never occured to me. i wish it had. i would have appreciated all of my classmates sooo much more. i miss you all so much. and now, the really really really late 2t dedication whatever:1. Amanda.oh my goodness, i miss you soo much. my little bean sprout! i miss sitting in front of you and talking nonsense with you and going out for study groups and all. i miss turning around and watching your vibrate about in your chair with laughter at some silly thing someone said. thank you so much for being such a great friend, lending me all those manga(!), studying with me and always being so thoughtful.2. Maddie.i miss you sooo much too! all your brilliant answers. and your lameness. i swear, sometimes you're even lamer than me. thanks for going sailing with me, even though sailing with me automatically means putting your life at risk. haha. thanks for being soo nice as to always look through my work for grammatically incorrect stuff and introducing me to jap dramas. haah. gokusen! shun! haha. its been realllll nice being your friend and classmate.3. me.nothing much to say, except that you really rock my socks! hahahahahaha.4. michellehaha, at least we're in the same class! you and your childish silliness and bimboticness! haha. thanks for being such a great friend. i always enjoy hanging out with you and watching your funny auntie antics. you always amuse me.5. graceoh my goodness, the unthinkable happened, and we're now in different classes. its really hard to imagine school life without you in class with your silliness. but i've had to last one and a half weeks in an environment like that. let me tell you, it is NOT fun. i miss you so much! you're practically my soul mate. and we've been seperated. thanks for being such a great friend. you always bring joy and laughter everywhere with you, and i always have fun when we're together. i hope these times never end even if we're not in the same class. oh yea, thanks for always sending me to kembangan too! hahaha.6. nicolemy human dustbin! hahahaha. remember when we used to sit together, and i i would dump all my unwanted paper to you to "recycle"? and we would write those silly stuff we call lyrics and laugh ourselves silly during geography and maths.(no wonder both grades plummeted..) thanks for being such a wonderful sitting partner. every class needs a nature freak like you! haha.7. tiffy.well, bestie for 7 years. haha yes, i am quoting what you wrote on my birthday card. we are in the same class AGAIN. i dont know if i should be happy or sad. haha, just kidding! really, thanks for being such a wonderful friend, always lending me books and having great talks with me. haha.8. annaanother year in the same class as you! i dont know if i should be scared, you perfectionist! making me feel all unprepared. hahahaha. thanks for being such a suepr friend. you're so on task its scary sometimes. but yea, keep up the good work! i must learn to be more like you.. hahaha.9. clareoh my gosh, no more silly faces and lame jokes from you! although you dont know you're making silly faces. well. (self-delusion.) but i really miss you. thanks for being such a sensitive and great friend. you're always there for me to talk to you, and always there to motivate me. i really appreciate you!10. deborahhaha, oh my gosh, YOU ARE ONE LAME PERSON. i bet you're gonna say i can walk or something equally silly. haha. but seriously. you're even lamer than me okay! if thats possible. haha. anyway, you're really good at lit and stuff. must help me okay! haha. fello ten subber.=)11. cherryyou crazy pongpong. always laughing to yourself. i really wonder why sherri calls me self-amused when youa re right there in the same calss as me okay! haha. thanks for all the great times in iso. they were always filled with your craziness and my hardworking-ness. hahahaha. just kidding! you're a really great friend to have and a fantastic musician too!12. placida
aw, i'm gonna miss you even mroe, since you're now in A DIFFERENT SCHOOL. haha. i miss being your sitting partner, cause you always say the funniest things, even if you dont think its funny. hahaha. and you always laugh at my jokes haaha. keep up your scarily good work on the violin and beat all those jc people! YEA! hahaha.13. mich h.i have nothing to say. hahaha. you're just one crazy dude man. thanks for always brightening up the calss! you're really sweet and funny and amusing to be around. you always say the funniest things! =)14. jessyou're another amusing one. haha. always saying really funny stuff without knowing. haha. thanks for being such a great artistic friend to have. you're really sporty and stuff yet humble enough to run with me last tuesday for pe. haha. een though i run at like 0.5mph. hahaha. yea. thanks for being such a great advocate for class bonding stuff!15. rockyhahahahaha. thats what i have to say. its alwasy fun to discuss jap stuff with you. all the manga you lend me. and all the dramas and stuff you recommend. oh, its just really fun to be around you cause you're always so silly! haha. thanks for being such a nice friend. you're really super! haha16. shinahaha, you say the funniest things too! it was fun being in your class and hearing your sarcastic comments and your insults! haha. you always make me laugh! even when you dont mean to. haha. and remember your promise! I'M TO GO WITH YOU TO JAPAN. haha. and sneak into your luggage.=)17. chrishaha, you're a really really really really great friend! i love talking to you. you're always so encouraging and nice. its so funny talking to you! haha. plaza sing was our place remember? we went there so often! to watch movies and eat subway. haha. thanks for always being there for me. i'll always be there for you too!=)18. sherri.... you are one indescribable person. but very amusing to be around. you say the funniest things and the most insightful stuff too. you're so good at lit i feel inferior just being in the same class as you. its always fun to pass notes to each other in our sub-standard version of japanese! haha. i love hanging out with you.19. samantha fellow iso-er! its so funny. cherry and i will be talking, and there you will be laughing nd laughing! haha. thanks for being so hardworking! you're a really great friend to have.20. sarah i have to admit, you are a woman of few words! hahaha. but its nice to have you in class! one less crazy to have to deal with.=) thanks for being part of 2t and being sucha great bio science rep!=)21. janicehaha my fellow channel 8 drama watcher! i miss sitting in front of you a nd always turning around to discuss stuff with you. youa lways say the sweetest stuff to me! haha. my first mg friend.=) thanks for always being there.22. sophiaoh my goodness, your photography skills are phenomenal! thanks for always supplying me with the pictures for scrapbooks and all. i really appreciate it. =)23. viv.although you migrated, you will always be part of 2t. haha. we miss you!24. yuting.fellow goong lover! haha. i find you very amusing too. you always seem to be secretly laughing at something. haah. thanks for being such a great friend and maths rep! always chasing me for homework. haha.25. suattyyou're another funny fellow man. haha. i find you super amusing, and i'm always laughing either at you or along with you. i also dont know why. haha. thanks for being such a great friend and classmate! =)26. violetteoh my, i swear, you are he nicest person i know, and the most talented in music too! thanks for alwasy lending me tissue! haha, and being the nice and funny self you are.27. vanessaguitar! haha. thanks for supporting me! you're always really nice to talk to. thanks for being a great friend.
oh course, mrs ng!
i love love love love your lessons! they're always the highlight of my day. thanks for teaching me so much. i'll never forget you. haha. after all this, i realise i watch a lot of tv. and i find a lot of people amusing. something's wrong with me. aw crap. i'm crying.i miss 2t. every one of you.
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i really need to move on. haha. i have issues. but i really really miss you all. thanks for making life so much fun. there was never a dull day. (except maybe when we had physics. haha. nah. they were all good.)
love, bea.
